Public Apology
Sometimes, in life we can't or won't see things for ourselves. It is important to listen to those around you, who have your best interest at heart. It is unfair to judge them because their ulterior motive is YOU.
We all need someone who looks out for us no matter what. I doubted the love and wisdom coming from my loved one. The warnings and the obvious bottom line to what my actions would result in. Now I sit here, with wasted moments feeling ashamed.
A web of lies, deceit, betrayal, selfishness, fake feelings, and dismissive attitudes. All of this coming from people who claim they love one another. In fact, we behave more like people who dislike each other or want to use each other.
When you manipulate people you distort reality. What once was, no longer is. Thank God for forgiveness. Sometimes, its easier to write an apology than to verbally say it. So, for all the things I've done and said. For my reactions and inhumane treatment. I'm sorry.
Know that in the midst of all this craziness, I do love you. Even, if you no longer feel the same.
Lady Eloise
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